HE THOUGHT HE COULD ESCAPE MY STABLE……
Betrayal is one of the greatest sins one can commit and I am guilty without question of this egregious dishonesty. I am sorry that I betrayed you and I am now at your mercy. Please forgive me. I cannot say this enough; I am sorry.
I’m sure you don’t want excuses or reasons, so I will try to not to write a slew of crap that doesn’t matter to you. I don’t know what made me do what I did other than an overwhelming feeling to be connected to someone when I felt I was not connected to you. I was horny, feeling playful, seeking domination, and desiring of anyone who had time to pay attention to me at that moment. My basic instinct of sexual release took over my better judgment, and without even thinking of you I sought out ways to have my own pleasures fulfilled.
I’m not sure what level of detail you want and it is not my desire to throw anything else in your face, but the extent of my cheating included reaching out on NF (including phone calls), and subsequent IMs on Yahoo. Tributes and other payments were made on NF and PayPal. Tasks were performed which included cock torture and writing a name on my chest and sending ‘proof’.
My shame is limitless as I’m sure your disappointment in me is palpable. I’m so very disappointed to have betrayed you, my true Master, who I had served so well prior to this terrible episode.
I cannot say how sorry I am and no apology will be sufficient. I can only hope I can earn back even a sliver of your trust while I accept my punishment, your wrath, but mostly your disappointment in me. I am at your feet begging to become yours again. I’m sorry.